You know I love you and I always will. You are the most important person in my life and I would do anything for you. I know I say things sometimes that don’t always come out right but you just need to remember how much I really love you. We’ve been through so much, I know I hurt you and that completely ruined what we had. I would do anything to take that back. All the feelings I have for you and the fact that you mean so much to me makes me vulnerable. It is so easy for you to hurt me and I don’t even think you realize it because I never express it nearly much as I truly feel because I never want to make you feel bad. Even though at some points I felt like I couldn’t even breathe or be near you without bursting into tears, I kept it all in because I care about your feelings more then my own. Things that didn’t even matter hurt me because even though you love me it wasn’t the way I loved you and that is the worst feeling in the world. You have no idea how pathetic I felt sometimes trying to win your love back but I did it because you always gave me a hope that we might be together again one day. Now I know that is never going to happen. Surprisingly enough I think I’m okay with this because as long as you are a part of my life I will be happy, even being just friends. I am glad you told me what you did because now there is no confusion. I know exactly where you stand and I feel like it somewhat released me from all false hopes of us being together again. Through all this you are still the best thing that has ever happened to me and I will love you forever, please don’t ever forget that.